Desolate!
No journey is easy, so isn't mine, as your Author...
Today I feel low, really low, today I feel dead, from inside, today I don't feel like talking, today I feel like crying, for no reason! Today I don't feel like eating, today I felt the world ending...
Today I felt like ending it all, in a go, today I felt of quitting, again...
But I had decided to complete this journey, with flying colors! I have left many a things incomplete in my life.
I believe some things are better incomplete, but I'll never let this journey incomplete!
These days are difficult for me, really difficult, & the worst point is I've nobody to share anything with! Sometimes I share a few things to a few closer people (like to you Nishi), but sometimes I can't,specially when I myself am unsure of my own feelings, of my own emotions...
I'm here just to PROMISE you guys, & also to REMIND myself, that I'll complete this journey, even if I'm on the death-bed, I'll complete it!
I really feel lonely today! Very lonely! In fact the lonliest! I feel desolate, like nothing, no tears, no smiles left...
Left are just a few words, & many tales remaining unsaid, which I'll use, to complete these books!
I hope I at least have you readers by my side, in this journey! I just hope I'm not alone here as well!
HOPING for your support, & PROMISING to try, till the end!
Yours desolate Author,
~$D
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Log inWhatever you are going through right now I have no idea but please be strong. Life is always about ups and downs. Don't lose hope. You will get through it. Eventually this shall pass too.
Take a break but never give up friend.
SHRUTI DADHICH, :) :)
We always support you dear author
TANUJA PANDA, Thank you so much dear, in fact it's just your support that makes me go on, even when I feel like quitting! Keep it up with me, I really need you all, & love you all! :-) ?
Don't keep your self alone, as you said me, love yourself, nothing is better than that...
I am always there for you sis...
Even I am lonely but from the day I have started communicating to you, everyday I wait for your reply, that makes me feel I have someone.
I everyday face difficulties, not a single day has passed with me crying.
I face with my emotions, I have a lot, but I can't understand them as you say.
I have every one but no one by my side, leaving you, and a book & pen.
I am always there, and I love you sis❤
If in my other life, god gives me a chance to have a elder sis, then I would have you.. I don't know why I am saying this but you made my heart heal a little.
Love U ❤❤❤
Nishmitha Anchan, Love u more babes! :-)
Hey babe, we all are with you in this so don't scare ok babe take your time when you feel like updating than update ok girl. Keep fighting
Nidhi Sharma, Thank you so much for your support Nidhi, I really need it currently, & don't worry, as I've promised, I'll keep on updating, it relaxes me, & also I won't leave this incomplete, it's a promise now! I'll try, & keep on trying, thanks for all your support dear! Hope you keep it up with me! ❤️
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