Love is not something you look for, and I certainly didn’t seek it.
The first man I loved told me, “someday, you will know the difference between love and being in love.” At first, I didn’t understand. Then... I loved, I suffered, and I felt pleasure. Of all three, the last one is what I chose. I can have power over and control in my own way, but it also became my way of escaping from everything that once hurt me.
After failed relationships, no one can expect the opposite from me. One-night stands are all I allow myself, all I want, all I need. Some of them were more than that, and some were nothing more.
My name is Emma Rush, and these are the men of my life…