Michael is the epitome of handsomeness and gentle nature. Apart from being effeminate, he began to develop feelings for the same-sex. He calls this feeling 'admiration' but as time goes on, he discovered the truth about his feelings for the same sex.
All this while he thought he had same-sex admiration, but the truth was that he was attracted to the same sex. This left him guilty and mortified for some time. He had to deal with two feelings, the one towards the same sex and the other toward the opposite sex.
After accepting the fact about his feelings toward the same sex, things became a little bit complicated when he began to discover that the same sex is attracted to him. This situation left him with two choices, either to give in to his sexual weaknesses or control his feel