Can't get you out of my mind ( Jungkook fan fiction)

Rooftop (1)

"Mom, are you really leaving me " Y/n ask pouting, folding her parents clothes.
"Yes dear... You're brother need to go to school and you're father need to continue his work" her mom replied whilst packing their luggage... 
"But dont worry we will come again.... Okkk " 
"I know mom but I'm gonna miss you again y/n"  said and hug her mother.
"I'm gonna miss you too" her mom said and kissed her forehead...
"Hey!! Honey are you done packing?"  y/n father ask coming inside the room with Daniel on his back.
"Yes honey....!!"
"Ok come were gonna be late "her father said...
"Dad don't you think you're missing something" y/n ask raising her eyebrows....
Her dad was confused but than he realised and went to y/n and hugged her with Daniel.....
"Take care my princess"he said patting her head.....

"We're late honey "her mom said... 
"Ok y/n take care of yourself were leaving now... "
"Okk bye...!!!"

*your p.o.v
After my parents left.... I quickly dressed up and went to see Taetae since I was late for school and I felt boring to stay alone....

When I reached the hospital and went to his room I saw him sleeping peacefully  but without blanket so I went near him and pull the blanket covering him.
Than I sat on the chair  which was kept near his bed.
I took a glance at him and I find him so adorable like a little baby but handsome as well.
How can a guy look so cute and handsome I thought...
"You're so handsome,kind and such a great person I wonder why I never see you with girls" I  whispered.

"They're not my type" he said startling me with his eyes still closed.
"So do you really think I'm handsome??" He ask...
"Of course you are is that even a question ?" I replied.....I mean he's so handsome like everything about his features is perfect...how can he ask that I thought.
Of course  I don't love him but.....yeah and not only him but everyone is handsome I mean BTS.
"Thank you....!!! "
"Bythe way why are you here?? You should be in the class at this time" he ask while trying to sit up on his bed.
"Here let me help you "I said and helped him to sit up properly

"I was late so I  didn't go" I replied....
"Why were you late?" 
"Oh! Actually my parents went back to Busan this morning so while I was helping them with packing their clothes and you know saying goodbyes and all I became late "I said.
"Ohh I see....!!"
"So you from Busan?" he ask
"Yeah! "
"You know even jungkook and Jimin  is from Busan" he said.
"Ohhhh" I said

"Hey y/n how about we go to the rooftop" he ask excitedly....
"Noway.....can't you see you're leg "I said.
"Are you that much worried about me" he ask teasingly .
"Yes I'm worried because you're my best friend" I said.
"It's fine y/n jebal!!"
"I don't want to stay here with this smell...I need to have some fresh air" he said pouting .
"Aishh!! This guy" I said and helped him to stand.
He still couldn't walk properly so I hold him and went up to the rooftop.

"Here,we reached" I said and we sat down....
"Ahh!! This feels nice" he said breathing in and out.....
"It's not like you were locked for weeks or something " I said....
"Yah! Its been two days including this morning" he replied.....
I frowned at his words.....
"By da way taetae tell me why I never see you with girls..... I mean you're handsome and popular and every girl is dying to have you.... I mean like they're always around you guys, blushing and screaming whenever you guys come... So yeah why don't you go out with one huh??? " I ask looking at his side. 
"Do you really wanna know why? " He said. 
"Of course....!!! "I replied. 
"Because I already have one girl whom i love" he said. 
"Ooo!!  That's why??..... Urghh do you mind if I know her name" I ask... 
"I won't but I'm afraid " He said. 
"Yah!!  Just tell me I'm your best friend" I said nudging him with my elbow. 
"What if that girl is you" he said turning his head to my side. 
I flinched a bit cause our face were near to each other and we both can feel our breathes. 
I quickly turn my head away....

"Uhhh... Uhhh... Hahaaa that was funny" I said and laugh feeling awkward.... 
"what if it wasn't a joke?" he said.
"Ohhhh than I like you too" I said .....
"What if it is more than best friend ?"he ask again.
"oh come on Taetae stop questioning me....and yeah I don't know about you but for me love is just useless and it only give us heart break at the last and so love don't really exist" I said.
"The way you talk feels like you already have experienced it "he ask??
"Do you want to hear about it "I ask.
"Sure...!!"
"Well than let's keep this between us only okk" you ask....
"Yagsoghae (promise) "he said and showed me his long pinky finger.....
We connect our pinky finger.I sighed and started to tell....
"When I was in high school I had a boyfriend, he was my everything ,he was my home my whole world and I loved him so much more than I love my parents but who would have thought he was just playing with my feelings. He bet with his friends for money and than we slept.I lost my virginity cause of him,he not only played with my feelings but he even abused me and humiliated me,my heart shattered into pieces,I couldn't believe and so than I believed that love don't exist and I encourage myself to move on. Actually I wasn't even like this ,like the way I behave right now but after that incident happened I changed my behaviour and attitude I said and continued  you know you're the first person ever on this earth to know my secret but you know I don't regret I feel much relief talking to you about this" I said looking at his side...
"I'm so happy to know that I'm the first person to be your friend and to know you're secret ,and I'm also happy because you trust me you did not even hesitate,you know I don't know how to comfort when anyone is sad but I can listen to them ....but one thing I can do right now is to hug you" he said and hugged me tightly.
I was startled but than I accept it and hugged him back. "Thank you so much for listening" I said.



Park Christian

Edited: 05.01.2021

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