The moment was supposed to be the best day of my life because it was going to be the day that would be carved in my heart and soul for the rest of my soul. Yet, I could feel the tension rising in my body as I walked in all the while feeling my heart pounding against my chest and feeling every nerve in my body bouncing up and down. There was this only question which kept on nagging my subconsciousness and that was what will happen next? What should I do next?
Even though I was the one who planned to seduce him from the beginning to the point where somehow I knew we would definitely end up in this type of situation but still never really planned ahead. I was actually going with the flow...
What will I do now?
I didn’t even realize when I stopped in my tracks fidgetting my fingers in tension. Nervousness and anxiety filling up in my body only by thinking that it’s going to hurt. But then I felt his presence behind me as his breath fanned over my shoulder and all of a sudden I felt his cold finger tracing my forearm as he raised his finger till my straps and slowly laced his finger with it and pulled it a little before bending down and placing a soft kiss on my shoulder taking my breaths away in the process.
A sigh escaped my mouth as I arched my neck to the other side letting him have the access over my skin as I closed my eyes and thought about letting him take up only because I didn’t know what to do...
“Juliette,” I heard him whisper and the next moment I felt myself being lifted up in the air bridal style as I held his shirt and let him carry me to the bed all the while his eyes locked with mine as he placed me down softly on the bed and took a step back only to get rid of his shirt.
My eyes seemed to remain glued to his actions as I laid there on the bed waiting for his advances.
I watched his actions all the while reminding myself to breathe if I didn’t wish to ruin the moment by losing my consciousness.
Inhale and exhale Juliette.... Just inhale and exhale...
Hovering over me, he bent down and kissed my forehead before trailing kisses around my face and down towards my neck. Feeling the fire of need burning within inside me, I put my hands around his neck pulling him down when he captured my mouth into a passionate kiss. My breast rubbing against his bare chest, my hands moving around his back, while his roamed around the sides of my stomach and then lifting my right leg up for him to adjust between my legs. The fire has been lit, the bullet has been shot. The stream of passion and urgency cascaded down as I felt his fingers playing with the hem of my cloth when in a jerk he sat up and removed the dress from my body in a swift motion leaving me just in my panty.
Feeling the blanket of shyness hovering over me because I was now lying down with the top portion of my body flashed naked before a man, I moved my hands swiftly to cover my breast until I was stopped by him who held both of my hands in his and looked straight into my eyes.
“I don’t really have any words to let you know how happy I am feeling right now and I don’t even have any idea what to tell that would make you feel comfortable with me but I hope that you will understand what I feel for you. Look into my eyes, words can’t define how much I want you but then I know my limits and I have my dignity, I won’t lay a finger upon you if you don’t want me to,” he finished and that was enough for all my nervousness and anxiety to diminish away. A small smile appeared on my lips as I gazed into his brown orbs as I saw the truthness in them. Blinking my eyes several times, I took in deep breaths and then nodded at him letting him know that I was ready. Ready for him.
As the muscles in my hands began to relax he gazed down at me, his eyes filled with sincerity as I let him remove my hands away from my chest. His burning gaze fell on my flashed skin making me all flushed and as I was about to open my mouth to speak he lowered down and placed a soft skin in between my boobs. Just a mere touch of him filled my body with wild thoughts and desires. My palms balled up feeling the need to be touched once again and I closed my eyes feeling my core throbbing and burning up with desire.
His lips trailed up until it stopped in the crook of my neck when he moved my hand up over my head and came back on kissing me on my lips before removing his hold on my hands and looking into my eyes. His eyes told me not to move and I waited patiently as he proceeded with his torturing acts of ravishing my body. Goosebumps formed on my skin as he took one of my nipples into his warm mouth, my back arched with pleasure and a moan left my mouth as I felt the foreign feelings and emotions surfacing in my body. His other hand got hold of my waist as he trailed kisses down and stopped right under my belly button. I opened my eyes to look at what he was doing to find him already looking at me.
It was as if he was still giving me a chance to stop him because he got up slowly all the while locking his eyes with mine. The anxiousness and nervousness that I felt a few minutes ago were long gone. My body heated up because of his torturous kisses and that made me feel something new that I never really had ever thought before. But anything I wanted to do at the moment was him to progress faster because the swift breathing and the thudding of my heartbeat lit my desires.
As I felt his fingers over the strap of my panty I closed my eyes and rested my head back on the pillow. That was the end of mine of rest period because after that all I could remember was the pain as if I was being torn apart which was later replaced by pleasure, his hands intertwined with mine as he went slowly in and out trying his best not to hurt me, his whispering of sweet nothings into my ear, his kissing my tears away, him reassuring me that everything was going to be alright were the only memory that stored on the day when I surrendered myself completely to him.