Our Contract Love



“So, after we made out that one time, I kind of developed feelings for you. But you didn’t.”

“I did, May, just..”

“Just that they weren’t the same as mine. Cause the second time we made out, you started laughing.”

“I am really sorry!” Kavya tried not to chuckle but failed.

“And that was the end for you. But, I struggled a little after that.”

“I know. You couldn’t look at me for a week.”

“I did it with a lot of girls after that, but nothing even came close to our first time.”

Kavya wrinkled her nose, “May, I think it was just because it was our first time, my FIRST time, and the lust and longing. God! I hate talking about this!” Kavya shuddered.

“That’s why I have been more of a dog, than ever before. Knowing that we would never be able to…you know..get back together.”

“Okay, May, tell me one thing. Do you really like me? Is it more than just a physical attraction? Think.”

Mayank sighed, “I really don’t know.”

“Think about it and tell me.” Kavya patted his shoulder.

Mayank nodded.

Kavya shuddered again and then sighed. She remembered their first time.


It had been two months since Mayank and Kavya had been introduced by Rey.

Kavya was dancing with him. It was a fresher’s party. It was getting impossible for her to not acknowledge how hot it was getting.

“I think we should stop.” She said.

Mayank nodded reluctantly. He led her to the sitting area. No one was there. Everyone was either dancing or getting wasted.

“I am sorry.” Mayank hesitated.

Kavya nodded, “Yeah, let’s not talk about it.”

“Right.” Mayank nodded, sitting down next to her.

Kavya wanted to shift away from him, but her physical attraction didn’t let her. She knew she was acting stupid. Being impulsive.

“This is a mistake,Kavs. Please don’t do it. You’ll regret it later!” She kept on warning herself.

“Rey! Where is he?” Kavya was desperate for a distraction. Any distraction.

“He must be around somewhere. I don’t know.” Mayan looked around as if he would spot Reyansh.

“Right.” Kavya sighed.

“This is so awkward!”

“Excuse me for a bit. I have to use the washroom.” Mayank got up.

“Sure!” Kavya nodded with enthusiasm.

Mayank hesitated before sitting back down.

“What happened?” Kavya asked.

Mayank ran his hand through his hair and turned towards Kavya, “Listen, Kavya, I..”

Kavya couldn’t hear anything after that. She had zoned out. Her heart thudded in her chest.

“Are you listening?” Mayank clicked his fingers in front of Kavya’s face.

Kavya shook her head, “Zoned out.”

Mayank sighed, “Nevermind.”

Kavya wanted to run away but didn’t. She felt like a moth to a flame, that was Mayank.

“Mayank, I think..” Kavya stared.

Mayank had rested his head on the back of the couch which made his adam’s apple pop out.

It was Kavya’s weak point.

“Yeah?” He rubbed his face and turned towards her.

“Um..nothing.” She shook her head.

“I want to kiss you.” Mayank blurted out.

“What?” Kavya couldn’t help but chuckle.

“I am sorry, but I really do. I want to kiss you.”

Kavya chuckled again, “You are really straightforward.”

“Is that a yes or a yes?” Mayank looked at her hopefully.

Kavya wanted to say no. She really did.

“I..don’t know.” Kavya blushed.

Mayank frowned, “I don’t know what to take from that.”

Kavya groaned, “I’m sorry.”

“Why are you sorry?”

“I don’t know.”

“What do you really know?”

Kavya chuckled.

“Come. I want to show you something.” Mayank got up.

“Please don’t let it be a room!” Kavya thought but got up.

Mayank led her to the roof.

“Cliché!” Kavya thought.

“What do you think?”

“It’s beautiful!”

“God! Does he expect me to kiss him here!” Kavya grilled herself.

Mayank, hesitantly, slid his hand around Kavya’s waist.

Kavya’s heart skipped a beat and then started thudding. She turned slowly towards him.

“How about now?” Mayank asked for permission.

“Like you left me with an option!” Kavya thought.

Mayank didn’t wait for an answer this time, taking Kavya’s silence as ‘yes’.

He leaned in slowly, sliding his other hand from her cheek to her hair. Kavya had frozen in place.

“What the fuck should I do? I don’t know how to kiss! God! He’s going to run away!”

Mayank kissed her at last. Kavya followed him. He pulled her close. She ran her hands through his hair, playing with them. He sucked on her lower lip, biting it. Kavya gasped, which gave him the chance to kiss deeper. His hand which was on her waist started exploring her curves. She pressed into him. He lifted her up, her legs automatically wrapping around his waist. He moved from her lips to her neck, nibbling and biting it. She was all moans and gasps.

“Room. Chilly.” Kavya gasped.

Mayank carried her as is to the first room he could find, still kissing her. He pushed her against the door. She arched her back, to give him more access. Mayank moaned, which boosted Kavya’s confidence.

Mayank carried her to the bed, placing her gently on it. He removed his shirt in one swift motion. Kavya gawked at him. Mayank grinned, climbing over her. He took her lips in his, sucking and chewing. His hands started exploring and teasing. He caressed the fabric on her breasts. Kavya moaned and wrapped her legs around his waist. He broke apart, going down to her neck. His hand pulled her top a little, to expose her shoulder. His lips nibbled on her shoulder. Kavya’s hands roamed Mayank’s back and abs.

Mayank rolled over, which made Kavya get on top of him. They attacked each other’s lips again. Mayank’s hands slipped under her tee, sliding up to her bra. Kavya moaned for the umpteenth time. He puller her tee over her head, tossing it away. He rolled her over again. She arched her back. He unhooked her bra, nibbling on her collar bone.

Sakshi Shah

Edited: 21.01.2021

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