VII

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I have never loved anyone again or at least not like I loved you,
So pretty and at the same time so manly,
When they asked me with a smile I lied to them,
Although when I get home he doesn't ask me to resist,
The crying was boring and I couldn't compete.

It was six years, I thought I had healed,
But everything stopped when I saw you and I wanted to try again, maybe I just learned to control it.

But I didn't even get close, I had to accept it,
I knew more about you,
And even though you were alone you were happy,
or at least that's what I saw.

I saw you daily but I couldn't persist,
I made a decision and you don't know what I promised myself,
I couldn't see you anymore, I would leave the country,
I never got to talk to you again, but I was a little happy.
Because I was able to see you and the letter I wrote for you,
I hope you were able to read it and you are not going to resent it.

That is the end, I will be with you, even if I am no longer here, my heart remains close to you.