The worse feeling is when
I can't decide if I hate you or I don't
the little things you say or do
take me back to square #1
you probably know about this yet
I'm writing to let you know
how much I really mean it
sometimes you are the only person
that makes me want to teach a lesson
what would you do if I simply disappeared?
would you care, would it change you?
I don't know and I won't act on it
that doesn't change that I still wonder
there are a couple of words
I would like to tell you
a part of me that just knows not
to care enough to do so
it's sad there will be a day when I will not
be able to take more of it
maybe then you'll understand...