It hurts I really thought this weekend
was going to be different than the rest
I was wrong because I had the idea
that maybe this weekend would go
better the problem with this is
grief one may feel after plans don't go
a certain way
it's important to understand
that any emotion felt is valid...
I wanted the arguments to come
to an end yet that just didn't
seem to happen
the whole "us" thing
needed to stop cause it
was honestly hard on me
At the same time I can't really blame
you since all this was my damn fault
but they can't see further than that
to be honest I don't know if a good sign or not either way it won't change the fact that
I'm the problem