Prologo

"Sometimes you think you want to disapper but all you really want is to be found "

I actually relate to this quote a lot.
Like when people ask "are u ok?"
I take a few moments and ask
myself "am I okay?"
now most of the time
the real answer
would be "no".
but I don't know myself why im not okay
so I just say "Im fine"
yeah I know
not very healty
but, its no like someone is gonna care
I mean afterall
I dont understand myself
I don't even care about myself 

so why would a random person
care about how I felt
Im just trying to keep it real, you know?

Like life its a true disaster
the world is an ugly place
no matter how strong you are
it can and will destroy you
everything material wont matter,
only how many times you can
get up and prove that it won't take over you an only you...