I hate how I keep saying I hate in many
thoughts and sesions of mine
in the end I don't really hate anything at all
at least not completely
that just brings up unwanted emotions
emotions I haven't really felt since our separation
it's all a confusion experience for me
and now I'm starting to "document" it
all these emotions bring up many
carefree thoughts unesesary ones
keeping me up at night
one of the most recent one being;
did you ever feel something...