All of me

All of me some love stories are endless and you never know the value of what you have till you lose it Bella was a very hardworking girl, she didn't come from a rich family but she wanted to make a rich family she was not looking for money she was looking for freedom her desire to make life easier for herself. her family, and her little brother she was the best at her school she always wanted to be the first in everything she loved studying, working after school, and saving every penny to build the life she desires. and what really helped her to be that solid and energetic is her boyfriend. they met at the library. he was too shy to ask her out so he kept staring till she noticed and smiled day by day they became friends and the more they know each other the more they feel connected. Alex was not only her boyfriend . he was her best friend and her guide he loved helping her and making life less tough for her . he was romantic. his eyes were dreamy you can see stars in his eyes . and when he smiles you can see it is always pain behind his beautiful smile of course. this kid lost his mom when he was ten. even tho he has the kindest father but he always missed his mom and her love. but with Bella that was the closest thing for him to feel this kind of love again they were soulmate. they were very different yet alike Bella was tougher but she had the kindest heart he was soft but he was hella smart one day while Bella was at the library. reading her favorite psychology book while listening to john legend's famous song. All of me . She started smiling. thinking about Alex . At this moment she found a message from him. Alex: Hey beauty Bella: how did you know I was thinking about you now? That's insane Alex: Hahaha telepathy is real then Bella: shut up let's hang out tonight Alex: No coz I'm outside now. come on Bella always admired his childish and crazy side she was so happy he came to surprise her while she was getting out to meet him. the librarian called her she stopped and wanted to know what's up the librarian: Hello Bella how are you? Bella: pretty cool. is everything ok ? The librarian: don't freak out I have the best news for you Bella while smiling: really what is this? the librarian: There is a scholarship to Oxford I know you deserve it it's your time to shine Bella: but how can I apply and what if ( and before she finished her phrase her phone was ringing ) Alex called but she declined it. Bella: sorry ., how can I apply? The librarian: you don't have to I can do that for you I just need you to give me some papers ( Alex called her again but she declined again ) Bella: I'm sorry. continue please The librarian: this is very important for you . and I'm glad to help you deserve it Bella: Thank you Tomorrow I'll be here again after school now I have to go after that Bella went outside to meet Alex she was so happy and excited to tell him but while she was so eager to see him she found that he was hit by a random car. she couldn't believe her eyes . and she thought it was a never-ending nightmare while the street was crowded and everyone is staring at Alex's dead body Bella was numb . She couldn't even cry. she didn't believe he is gone and deep down she blamed herself. that if she did not decline his call and if she just went to see him. maybe he could have avoided his death. days passed and Bella was only crying in her dark room doing nothing till one day she decided to go to his grave. at this moment once she saw his grave and his name she started to understand that she lost him . She started crying and talking to his grave Alex I was not the best girlfriend I was selfish, and mean and I wanted earthly things But I never know that I will lose you If I could do anything to be with you I'd do it even for a day for an hour at this moment while feeling that much of sadness and grieve a very old woman came near to Bella. old lady: sweet child what happened? Bella: I lost my boyfriend and I couldn't even say goodbye to him Old lady: poor you Bella: I wish I could see him again even for one minute but its impossible Old lady: what if you can see him again for an hour Bella: please don't make fun of me I feel bad already Old lady: My child. miracles are real if you really wanna say goodbye to him then tomorrow at 12 pm come here and you will see him Bella: this is insane Old lady: smiled and did not say anything and while Bella was erasing her tears the old woman disappeared. The next day Bella came to Alex's grave at 12 pm and She was feeling helpless but wanted to know what is going to happen while she was looking at his grave she started to listen to john legends' song All of Me. Someone was playing it loudly in his car and while the song started playing she read a scholarship advertisement written in the nearby building. She felt a shiver in her body and suddenly she heard her phone's ringtone and she started freaking out and she felt a hand on her shoulder and before she turns her head to see who is it ? she heard Alex's voice says I miss you, Bella, where were you? I thought you were waiting for me at the library. at this moment Bella started crying and hugged him tightly she said: I'm sorry I'm so sorry I didn't know. Please let's leave now as fast as possible. let's stay away from here and she started running so fast while holding Alex's hand and while she was running away with him a huge statue fell on Alex's head from a window while running with Bella at this moment Bella saw the old lady on the other way of the road Bella ran to the lady and started yelling at her Bella: Are you kidding with me? I wanted to save him why I have to witness his death one more time All I wanted is to be with him the old lady : I didnot tell you I will bring him back from death sweet child I told you I'll let you tell him a goodbye bella : but why he has to die The old lady: coz this is the date of his death you cant bring him out of death if you saved him from the car you wont save him from what is next Death will follow even if you are in a far away tower but I can let you see him for the last time to tell him what you really want but remember this is the last time you have Bella : ok The old lady : then come again tomorrow at 12 next day Bella came while her eyes full of tears she knew this is her last chance she heard the same song playing on the cafe next to the grave yard she saw the scholarship advertisement on the news paper her dad bought this morning so she knew its the same day different date and this time she accepted the fate while she was looking at the grave yard she saw Alex coming she hugged him this time without saying any words then she looked at the other side of the road and she saw the old lady she said goodbye and she walked away while she was walking Alex stopped her and huggded her . Bella looked at her watch and she found it's passed 1 pm so their time is over Bella: How come? Alex: we will be together forever Bella: but I can't save you from death Alex: you do not have to now Bella: but I .... ( and before she continues her words she saw that a girl who looks Exactly like her with the same clothes was fallen on the ground. and people were there around her at this moment Bella: that's insane she is like my twin Alex: this is you Bella: am I ? Alex: yeah .. Dead your should couldn't let me go this time. yes you couldn't bring me out of death but you followed me Bella: but I don't feel anything Alex: coz you are dead now. when we are dead we don't feel the pain. others do but now we are together forever Bella no more tears. at this moment Bella saw her family crying and looking at her she became close to them and started touching them but they didn't feel her presence. love and death both are alike you can feel them but you can't change the fate