There is times where I think I am crazy.

There is times where I think I am crazy.

I mean not crazy, crazy but sometimes I believe I am way out of my head, times where things makes do little sense to me, the feeling of knowing that your existen somehow affect the lives of other, even when that,s just in their realities, I have many fears, there are some, I just don't like to share them, but they can be so real sometimes, I got it thing will get better, our gran gran parents overcome slavery, We can handle some system injustice for some many years, but I like said, sometimes I think I am crazy, cause I just keep imagine a world where the fears disappears, and the righteousness it's so powerful that other universe might get jealous for the way human being has evolution for the best of the world.

Of course they keep me awake all night I don't know what I am thinking but I am, and sometimes, I feel like I got the answer, but it's just another illusion, and other time that I had close my eyes and travel to the future that I wish I could be part of, but sadly time has no way to be stop, and my body has his limit. I hope not but the best to the generations coming, my goal is the be part of the change of anyone who could wish for the best of others, giving time to see how beautiful our time is... sometimes.

There are also time where I forget who I am, and I lost faith in humanity, I just tell myself to forget that we can communicate with one and other, I lost my voice as I know it does not matter how loud I speak I am not being heard, and to be honest there is times, where I lost the loneliness of the silence but sadly the silence hurts, and it consume my community and it break my soul, leaving me with the deepest hole inside where the problem is not reach the batton, but not wanting to stop falling, But I know those also are illusions, so I just forget that I am crazy… Sometimes.