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I learned this the hard way...
you either say how you feel
and f*ck it up
or
say nothing
and let it f*ck you up instead
or in in my case
I knew that you´ll leave me
I mean
you can do whatever
you can
hurt me,
yell at me,
but don´t come into my life
and
love me for a little while
and then
just walk away
that´s what one part of me thinks
the other
is more like
you know that
the demons
are back and
stronger than ever
they are looking for a wind
and
this time, you know you
might just let them win
cause
the
best feeling is
realizing
you don´t
care anymore...
I read to myself what I
wrote in my journal
and I´m satisfied