Syretia an emptiness

...An obsession with reading 

An amateur writer

18 years old 

Friendly and very funny but they call me a bitch .

" When I look myself in the mirror , I say what the hell is that?

They say to lose some weight 

They say to put up on some makeup 

To hide my dark circles , to hide my self 

They say no boy will see you , nonone will love you 

I say fuck them , I am living for myself 

If they love me for who I am not 

I am better off alone when I am me not anyone else "